school is coming to an end for me. i'm going to hurry up and try to get out of there by the end of the summer. as long as i pass my classes, i'm fine. i just need to be out of school now. the stress which is coming from me not being able to make myself give a shit is too much. so i'm just going to go with it and hope for the best. i don't want to work in any more labs. i just want to coast by and be a TA or something that doesn't require a lot of energy.

i biked 28 miles on the st. marks trail on sunday morning with bear (my aaron), the other aaron, and mattstache (he actually roller bladed the whole way). it feels good to be active. also, i'm probably going to arkansas with aaron during christmas. never been on a plane before, so i'm a little nervous but excited - and maybe i'll get to see snow? it's hard to believe it's been 8-9 months since aaron and i started seeing each other. time, time, time